May 24, 2007

I guess 14 is where I left off. Our good friend celebrated her birthday yesterday. Yes I am talking about ML. She has been going through a rough time lately. I really hope she is doing well. I am off work tomorrow. I am gonna go job hunting. There have been too many issues here with the new boss bitch. I was sent home the other day because I was wearing sandals. Now I had been wearing them for about 2 months. So she just told me I had ti change them. I said that I had no other shoes to wear and she replied that I should not come back until I had different shoes on. Well after almost an hour and a half I came back to work. I had to wear shoes that were too small. Well that was just one example of the shit going on. Now the problem with job hunting is I don’t have much experience or have not been to school for anything. There are also not too many places around that need help. There are of course the fast food joints which I really don’t awant to get involved with. There are also restaurants. I am just not so sure I want to do that either. I did that quite a few years ago and I mean it was ok. I just am not so sure I want to do that in the summer. So I am going to go all over the place tomorrow and see what is out there. Wish me luck. Well I have to start working now so have a great day!



April 27, 2007

Well I am back to doing numbers.  have to vent today. There is a new boss lady here. The other one is still here but will be going very soon. I thought the new boss lady was cool but she is making us do things. She is making me clean my area, she told us if we empty the garbage everyday then we can leave 15 minutes early on friday. The other boss lady just let us go. So now it is Friday. I started this post the other day. I come into work this morning and two of the guys got here at 7:30. We were told that we could not come in til 8:30. If I had known that was not true I would have gotten here for that time. This place is getting so fucked up. I don’t think I am going to like the new boss very much. Ok so now I have been sick since January. I have been to the doctor 3 times. The first time they said it was a virus and there was nothing they could do for it. The second time they said it sounds like strep. I do not get strep. Every test I take for it comes back negative. So they said it was a sinus infection. I took ten days of antibiotics. Two days after I finished them I started getting worse. So I went back to the doctor last Saturday and they are now telling me it is just allergies. I can barely hear out of my left ear, it hurts to swallow, I have swollen glands and am all congested. I have an allergist appointment on the first and an ear nose throat doctor appointment on the second. I just hope to god that something happens so I can get better. My daughter has strep throat and my son has an ear infection, the kind that swimmers get. The funny thing is he hasn’t been swimming. What the hell is going on with this family? The guy I am seeing is fishing and I am staying at his house to watch over his daughter and the house. He left Friday and I can not wait until he gets back. All in all though we are doing great. Well I have to start working. Have a great day.

Start over

April 3, 2007

some days don’t you wish you could start over? I know I have days like that. Today would be the perfect day for that. Lets see it started last night. I got home and made the kids dinner no big deal. We all took showers anothere no big deal. Well come 7:30 we all got in the car including Jake. We go to the vet to get him checked out. It turns out that he is fine and I am overly concerned. I just get paranoid when he doesn’t act like himself. So of course I am gonna take him in. You all know of his history. I don’t ever want it to be like that again, so at the first sign (even if it is me being paranoid) I will get him checked out. So to get back to what is going on. I went to bed at a reasonable hour but just could not get up this morning. My alarm went off at 5:40 and I was ready to get up. Instead I said since I am this awake I can sleep for a few more minutes. Now I planned on going down for another 20 minutes. OH NO I didn’t get up for an hour. Which is kinda normal for me to be up at 6:30 at the latest. But today I had to get the kids up and have them go in the basement to get the laundry so I could rush  to get my shower. So that is how the day started. Jake all the while was right there demanding love. That I do not mind sin any way shape or form. I get in the bathroom to take a shower and now Casper will not leave me alone. Don’t get me wrong, I love her but she can be on the annoying side. After the shower she is sitting there yelling at me. I have no idea what she wants. I pet her and she just keeps looking at me and talking. So now I told the kids to be ready to go by the time I got out. Do you think they did? NO. I get in the room and they are both still in jammies. So they get dressed and we all go downstairs. Now both my kids have to run back upstairs to get whatever it is they forgot meanwhile I am trying to leave. In the midst of all this I forgot something. I was going to bring the auction items to work and have my work pay for the shipping. As I sit here typing this I just realized that might not be such a bad thing. I should find out how the winners would like their gifts sent. I think that is a good idea. SoI will ask them priority mail or UPS? So today is one of those days I would like to start over. If only I had gottwen up when I first hit the snooze button. Oh well have a great day.

No title

November 13, 2006

I am in a really bad way today. I hate my job and the people here. I was about to cause harm to myself. The only reason I didn’t is because I have to answer to Joe. I am so not happy at home either. I do not trust him and am starting to dislike him. If I could afford it I would take me and the kids out to our own place. I would love to quit my job.I can’t stand it anymore. The only thing I am worried about is my kids and the kitties. I want so badly for them to have a place for them to call home. Where they don’t have to be afraid of people. Some one to love them and give them everything.   

Oh geez

November 3, 2006

Ok so last night my son had a project to do. We got the information on Tuesday. I was under the imoression that it was due today, so was my son. So we get home about 8:30. We started making a tipi. We worked until 11:00. It was complete. It is not the best looking thing. It is made of pretzels, fluff, marshmallows, fruit by the foot and cake mix.  There was such a big mess. It was fun. Well anyway, I figure I would drop it at school. I didn’t trust it on the bus. I bring it to his classroom. His tearcher informs me that it is not due until the 17th. We stayed up til 11 working on it. She was impressed though. I got an “A” I wonder what he will get. She is going to give him the option of redoing it if he wants to. I don’t care if he does. That would be fine with me. I took pictures of it but I left my camera at home. I will have to get them on the computer. It wasn’t too bad looking. The best part is after they are done he can eat it. 

As for the cat issue. My mom was so releived for my cats to be gone. There are two others there already. One of whom ran away for three months because of my boys. About two weeks after we moved out she came home. I would love fro her to take them. I do belive Jake is scared of the things in the basement. We have the oil tank, two water pumps, washer, dryer, and a hot water heater. He is not used to any of that. He never went in the basement at my moms. Spot on the other hand made himself comfy on the hot water heater. I am just really wanting to get that dog house and get it all lined with fleece.  I think Jake is a real fraidy cat. We have this little kid house thing he’s scared of that to. I tried putting one of the kids old jackets in there. He didn’t care. I think if I get an old couch and put it in the basement make it seem more like a house he would take to it better. I am just going to have to try to do everything until I find something he likes. Well I should start working now. Talk to you all soon.

Nasty weather

November 2, 2006

Ok we have had some really weird weather lately. On Tuesday it was beautiful. It was almost 70 degrees. For when the kids went out it was still nice and warm. Around 50 somewhere. I wake up this morning and its rainy and cold. This weekend coming is supposed to be even colder. I can’t wait for summer again. My poor kitties are out side. One of them has found that the basement can keep you warm. The other is scared of the basement. I need some advise. How can I get it so he is not afraid? I feed him down there give him his treats there. What more can I do? I really hate him not being able to come in. Well I have to get back to work. I will check later to se if I have received any advise. If I get the opportunity I will write more later. I hate this place with a passion. I need to look into getting a new job.

Monday Morning

October 30, 2006

Ok so it is now Monday that means the weekend is gone. I am now back at work, and I cant wait for the weekend. I am really starting to hate my job. I have been here for about three years. I used to like coming to work, but not anymore. The company has moved. I am waiting to make the move as well. I was told many different times as to when I was going to do this. The people here have no idea what is going on. They never folow through. Anyway when I finally do make the move I think my thoughts about this place will change and I might actually enjoy coming in. There are five other people here with me. There is one lady who is the boss (she stays upstairs) and there are four guys in the warehouse with me.  I can not stand any of them. I hate being here and workoing near them. On another note tomorrow is Halloween. My kids are excited about it. Well what kid isn’t. We have for the past five years gone with my supposed best friend. We are doing that again this year. We were best friends. She got into a relationship and eventually got married for the second time. The first marraige we were cool. We hung out did all that stuff. Like nothing changed. This new husband, she only calls when she needs something. That’s fucked up. Well I gotta go for now. I will be back again.