Well its been a while and I still am not feeling better. I have to wait until August first to see a doctor about the whole depression thing. Right now I am hating life. I wish I didn’t have to work. I just want to stay in bed and not do a damn thing. I don’t think anything could help me out today. I don’t really have much of anything to say. I just don’t care about anything and I don’t like being like this. I can not wait until the first of the month to get here. It seems like such a long way away. Well Hope you all have a great day.