14

May 24, 2007

I guess 14 is where I left off. Our good friend celebrated her birthday yesterday. Yes I am talking about ML. She has been going through a rough time lately. I really hope she is doing well. I am off work tomorrow. I am gonna go job hunting. There have been too many issues here with the new boss bitch. I was sent home the other day because I was wearing sandals. Now I had been wearing them for about 2 months. So she just told me I had ti change them. I said that I had no other shoes to wear and she replied that I should not come back until I had different shoes on. Well after almost an hour and a half I came back to work. I had to wear shoes that were too small. Well that was just one example of the shit going on. Now the problem with job hunting is I don’t have much experience or have not been to school for anything. There are also not too many places around that need help. There are of course the fast food joints which I really don’t awant to get involved with. There are also restaurants. I am just not so sure I want to do that either. I did that quite a few years ago and I mean it was ok. I just am not so sure I want to do that in the summer. So I am going to go all over the place tomorrow and see what is out there. Wish me luck. Well I have to start working now so have a great day!

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Depression

May 21, 2007

I have been going through a real deep depression for about a week now. I wanted to post before but just couldn’t. I have been trying to get into see someone but I have gotten the run around. So that gets me even worse. I hae not really been up to much since my last post. I went into the hospital because a doctor told me to. They were thinking I might have kidney stones again. It turned out to not be that. They aren’t sure. Maybe it was just a pulled muscle. Who knows. Jake and Spot are doing really well. They are happy that we are home all the time.  I am happy to be able to spend time with them I missed them.  On the other hand I miss being with the new guy. We are doing pretty good. There has been some shit going on at work. The new boss lady has changed the hours. We were working 8:30 til 5 but now it is 7:30 til 4. I guess in a way that is good. I get out an hour earlier and get more time in the afternoon with the kids. On the other hand I have to get here everyday by 7:30. That is challenging. I heard that Kat from Kat’s cat of the day is having a girl. Well CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am very happy for you.  I have been reading most of my daily sites but unfortunately with the depression I haven’t wanted to read everything. I do read all the posts but not the comments. I sure do hope I get out of feeling this way real soon. Well I have to get back to work have a great day.