Well I am a little better today. I am still quite depressed but there are no thoughts of doing harm. I need to get off this feeling sorry for myself. I know there are a lot more people that are worse off than I. Sometimes I just can’t help it. I want to thank everyone. I did not get to read the comments until today. I received some mail from Barbie Lou yesterday. I can’t wait until I get to take the cats to the vet and have them tell me the cats are ok to go. I am paranoid that there will be not so good news said. I m optomistic about that though. I am also waiting for a call from Pawswatch. I had to leave a message yesterday. Hopefully someone will call today. I am very anxious about this whole thing. I still have a week and a half but I just feel that might not be enough time. Well I ran out of cat food this morning. I gave 7 kitties all I had. Seeing how picky Jake is he and Spot got extra treatd this morning. I also knew that they were still hungry. They get chased away sometimes. I went in and got just for them some tuna. Well it started out just for them. I do believe everyone got some. I even managed to hold Kate’s soon to be kitten for a while this morning. He/she LOVED!!!! the tuna. I even managed to pick up the fat kitten. He/she was still petrified. The kittens are not used to children so when mine came out they got a little more scared. That is enough out of me for now.
A little better