I am in a really bad way today. I hate my job and the people here. I was about to cause harm to myself. The only reason I didn’t is because I have to answer to Joe. I am so not happy at home either. I do not trust him and am starting to dislike him. If I could afford it I would take me and the kids out to our own place. I would love to quit my job.I can’t stand it anymore. The only thing I am worried about is my kids and the kitties. I want so badly for them to have a place for them to call home. Where they don’t have to be afraid of people. Some one to love them and give them everything.