June 2, 2010
Well I am going to bitch about my car problems now. I have an 03 ford. I have been through three sets of brakes, numerous tires and an ignition. I have needed shocks for the longest time. I need more tires. I also have to get an oxygen sensor. I come to find out that there are four sensors on my car. There are two in the front and two in the back. So I have to figure out which one I need. The ones in the front cost 66 and the ones in the back cost 99 (a piece) so I am hoping that I only have to get one for the front.
I am also going today to get Spot’s ashes. I need to have him here at home with me and Jake. I feel so wrong not having my boys with me. It was the best 9.5 years of my life with them. People keep telling me that I need to get indoor cats.I tell them I want my boys back. I also am not ready for any more fuzzy friends just yet. Well I gotta go for now.
May 29, 2010
So I have lost both my boys in 7 moths. I honestly think the past year has been the worst for me. My boys were taken too soon and my moms cancer returned. It has spread to her liver and lung. The financial bull shit that is going on doesnt help either. I am really thinking whats the point. Then again I still have my kids. Who are now 12 and 11. Oh m god where has the time gone? I cant believe its been that long. There are also problems there as well. I’m sure any mother knows the kinds of problems I got. My son I can’t really believe anything he says and my daughter thinks she is a lot older than she really is. Oh yeah the other grandmother also has got cancer in her throat. Talk about a great year. facebook. If ou have a facebook you can find me here.
January 9, 2009
I just want to come back and try to get a new start at the blogging world. I have thought about my friends everyday and miss them all so much. I have barely been on a computer at all and in deep depression. I am hopefully starting to come out of it. There has been so much going on. I will let it all out, slowly but surely. For the most part I just wanted to make a start.
I hope every one had a great holiday season and has a wonderful new year. I have not forgotten any of my friends.
March 14, 2008
I have a friend who wants to remain nameless, but is in a world of difficulties. I know now there are people having diffuclty. I want to set up a collection and ask for donations. There is the problem of some people do not get along with my friend. I also have no paypal account. I so desperately want to help out. I see life is hard on a lot of people but I am going to ask for some donations. My friend has no money, no job, no food, no local friends, no family, and the transportation was taken.. Please if anyone can help my friend let me know.