June 2, 2010

Well I am going to bitch about my car problems now. I have an 03 ford. I have been through three sets of brakes, numerous tires and an ignition. I have needed shocks for the longest time. I need more tires. I also have to get an oxygen sensor. I come to find out that there are four sensors on my car. There are two in the front and two in the back. So I have to figure out which one I need. The ones in the front cost 66 and the ones in the back cost 99 (a piece) so I am hoping that I only have to get one for the front.

I am also going today to get Spot’s ashes. I need to have him here at home with me and Jake. I feel so wrong not having my boys with me. It was the best 9.5 years of my life with  them. People keep telling me that I need to get indoor cats.I tell them I want my boys back. I also am not ready for any more fuzzy friends just yet. Well I gotta go for now.

Trying again

May 29, 2010

So I have lost both my boys in 7 moths. I honestly think the past year has been the worst for me. My boys were taken too soon and my moms cancer returned. It has spread to her liver and lung. The financial bull shit that is going on doesnt help either. I am really thinking whats the point. Then again I still have my kids. Who are now 12 and 11. Oh m god where has the time gone? I cant believe its been that long. There are also problems there as well. I’m sure any mother knows the kinds of problems I got. My son I can’t really believe anything he says and my daughter thinks she is a lot older than she really is. Oh yeah the other grandmother also has got cancer in her throat. Talk about a great year. facebook. If ou have a facebook you can find me here.

Wow I’ve been gone too long

January 9, 2009

I just want to come back and try to get a new start at the blogging world. I have thought about my friends everyday and miss them all so much. I have barely been on a computer at all and in deep depression. I am hopefully starting to come out of it. There has been so much going on. I will let it all out, slowly but surely. For the most part I just wanted to make a start.

I hope every one had a great holiday season and has a wonderful new year. I have not forgotten any of my friends.

Need help please

March 14, 2008

I have  a friend who wants to remain nameless, but is in a world of difficulties. I know now there are people having diffuclty. I want to set up a collection and ask for donations. There is the problem of some people do not get along with my friend. I also have no paypal account. I so desperately want to help out. I see life is hard on a lot of people but I am going to ask for some donations. My friend has no money, no job, no food, no local friends, no family, and the transportation was taken.. Please if anyone can help my friend let me know.

VERY VERY IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

March 6, 2008

Ok so here we have a BEAUTIFUL  cat. Her name is Mocha. Tonight I got to go and meet her in person. I can’t describe how beautiful this cat is. Green eyes to die for. I am gonna say calico long haired. She is grey, tan, white, brown and more. The picture I am gonna put up is not going to do her justice. I will have to get better pics. The lucky person who adopts her (I am sure) will have no expenses to get her where she needs to go. There will also be vet visit to make sure she is ready to travel. I went to see her and I did not see too many issues. I am going to be upfront with you. Her current mom says she is not good with kids. So I (we) are hoping that maybe a single person or family with no kids or older kids. Also someone who has great patience. When I was there she basically laid under the table and did not much of anything. She does not care to be held but did tolerate it. She did let me know with a little talking and shaking. She was scared but there were also three strangers in her house. We think she feels like she is the alpha so a one or no kitty home would work. There was no interaction between the two cats while I was there. She was very hesitant to take food from my hand but did eat the hamburger I set down. She did not care for the cheese though. Picky, picky. She did before the end of the night come to me when fingers were calling. She did purr and it was so nice. I think after she got used to me she was loving the attenton for a few minutes. I think she will do wonderful for someone who wants someone to hang with and some one who is patience. Please get this info out to everyone you know. She needs to find a home. I believe it will take time and she will be a great friend to some one. I also want to add she might be an inside/outside cat. She seems to do fine inside but looks like she longs to have the chance to be out. We need to find her a home. PLEASE HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Mocha         Mocha Mocha Mocha     I forgot to say she did get playful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!